Don’t get me wrong I know I have people who love and care for
Me, but I’m really lonely.
I’m scared I hassle people too often.
I’m literally spending my one weekend off at home because I don’t have anyone to go out with.
I feel like I’ve done something wrong but I have no one to piss off so I guess it’s just me. Yet while I’m this miserable homes probably the best place to be.
“If you don’t pray often, you won’t gain a love for praying. Prayer is work, and therefore it is not very appealing to our natural sensibilities. But the simple rule for prayer is this: Begin praying and your taste for prayer will increase. The more you pray, the more you will acquire the desire for prayer, the energy for prayer, and the sense of purpose in prayer.”—Leslie Ludy, Wrestling Prayer (via today-isawindingroad)